The spacing out of Black Folks. I thought by us having a riot, we'd have enough sense to teach our children. We need to teach our children. When we teach our children, we learn ourselves. We are granted the next step. When I teach the young kids, I know they might not want to listen, but we learn that listening is the way to heal. When I have a reason to listen, I Learn all the way. When I heal, I know there is no reason not to listen. When I have a reason to listen, I do that which is correct. I know the reason for departure is the ability to do that which is right. I do not depart death. Life is but a memory to live by, time and time again.  I saw a man teaching a young man some manners. That was good. The battlefield of life is not real, but imagined. There are 4 coordinates in this room. One of them is this way, using the seat and Toshiba 1. Toshiba 2 is sitting awaiting the much needed screen and charger. The splitter and even some other goodies will be placed on that machine when I have the time to get all the supplies. The second coordinate is the desk. I want to use the desk, but I am not able to get all the things out of the way. This room is not my own, so I can't go gung ho. I need to just appreciate all of what I have. I can take the go cam and do runs of me sweeping to see how well I do at that task. Taking chemical and wiping down the floor with the yellow rubber gloves, that's ideal. The yellow gloves can be washed and reused again each week. Scrubbing the walls is a quiet way to retain order here. I ask The Lord To Forgive Me. I made much mistakes, many errors this time and did not go to the wrong place for the reasons of suicide. I am glad to be alive, no amount of text could help me more than The Lord. I need Jesus, is all. I love you, I need you Lord. If I buy the car, it's a gas guzzler. I need to buy the little car I said I was going to buy. Another Maxwest Charger would help, but I have a charger already. I can use that charger now. I found the charger. It was in the gear bag. Boy I am glad to have that. The gear bag has all my gear.