When you get each show, you gain experience. Say each show, you gain 1 Exp. When you do a show, you get 1 EXp. Each day of work is 1 EXP. So if you go to work, then you get a little bit more each day. On your resume, you have a look and says there of you, 400 Exp, skillset. You get to learn the best of all the things you have. When you realize it's not going backward, you freeze up.
Why? Why don't you realize that The Lord has made you to begin again too? Each day is a new beginning. You gain EXP on everything you do. EXP on shopping, bowling, showering, eating, sleeping, having food, dining, making love, EXP for all catagories.

Forgive me Lord. For being so mean. For being so stupid. For not knowing the right answer. For eating without permission. For giving the last of my best and still having more. For loving Brenda. For loving my mother. For loving each other. For loving all man. For loving Earth. For missing the Solstice. For missing the Jupiter and Saturn alignment. For missing the days. So missing so many days Lord. How many years have I missed now?

Could I have my blue queen back? Could I see her again, eat from her breasts, kiss her, hold her in my arms? Can I have her again? When will I be able to know.

Now. You were kicked out on the street, on your butt, out in the cold. You were put out. You were put there and were expected to stay. Some sort of new earth thing.

When are you going to learn? Don't you have manners to see? When will you comprehend? When does the pillow run? Does your case even matter? Yes it does.

Your case matters too. Everyone's case matters. All cases matter. Think of it this way. Forgive me also for cursing. I remember cursing up a storm. I remember being under a tree, and having the youth, but not the experience. I remember Super Mario RPG. I remember learning about other kids. I remember eating dinner with another family. I remember having pizza. I remember the days when this was done. I didn't go all over the place just to know. I live there. I live in Lynwood. Someday. When I get there to live.

Somehow I think I am entitled to live in Lynwood. After all, I was born there, and have all my ties there. There's just one problem: No money to get there!

There has to be a solution, a better way.

What are the new prices? When are the new prices coming out? When will I kiss Lisa? I don't think I'll be kissing Lisa anytime soon. What a lonely Christmas this may be, if you consider it that way. Don't look for The Lord To Bless You. Bless Ye The Lord upon all things, in every household, and with all authority.

How is this possible without having the resources to get up therE? I have the resource to get up there. You just wait. Keep being faithful.

Faithfullness means being diligent and also having the forsight to know what to be diligent about.

If the timer is helping, keep it going. The reason you do this is to keep measure of love. When you love another person, count it. Don't forget, each love matters. Count them and keep them in record. Export the records to PDF each week. Don't be ashamed of PDF.

Making people happy is a good practice. However, when you are not happy, how can you do this? The solution is proverbs.

When you read Proverbs, you immediately get the benefit of 1000 years. There have been many moons since those words were written.

This is good for you to realize. I think if you get the main reason, you get the main usefulness. When you love The Lord, then the rest of things make sense. I think you love me, and that's enough. I think if you got the most thing, then you'd get good. When you good live, then you live good. Good live means to give good love without consequence.

Having been stuck, and making sad mistakes, I think having more than a few reasons to strike is not enough. Your brother is not your enemy. Your brother is your brother.

Asking your brother to give you something is like asking The Lord To Assign you a new brain. The closest To The Lord you have is your body. You are given your form at birth, to work with. Much more prayer and faith is enough to make you better than you previously were. I think you need to give the best yourself to the holiness within.

Give lust a chance to fend off problems. Lust on it's on is wrong, but bridled, lust becomes an incredible force for change.

What change is necessary? Clean change.

When are you appeased? When I have the best of her. Then I am happy.

I saw her walk unhappily away from me. I saw her go on, without a reason to look back. I love her regardless, I just hope she can love me too. I want her back. Can I have her Lord? Yes. Thank You Lord.