Lord. What are you scared of? Can you give me a reason to care?

I have one. Brenda. I remember when she walked in Lynwood. I was such a fool. If I could have her back, I'd treat her right every day, and not lie cheat or steal, but love, teach and heal.

When I kiss her, it will be the best kiss I've got right now. I remember walking to the place so far from the house, leaving the old lady in the house by herself. I didn't care. I thought she'd be alright by herself for a little while, not for long. Was I wrong, probably, but to think that another man or group of men would be the reason for me to fail, is absurb.

Why is another man having to do with my success anyway? What about my mother? Will she be fine.

She will be alright. Your mother will be alright. She needs to realize that her life is not a toy to be played with. Her seek is something within. Since she hasn't done this before, it's going to take her a little more time. She wants to be your number one above Lord Jesus Christ, and that cannot be.

I don't think your mother wants all that. I think you made bad decisions when you were younger. If you were smarter, made better choices, had not lied and took life seriously, you'd be further along now. You'd have a little money back left. For the rest of the world, you'd have to forgo doing bad things for a while, probably for the rest of your life.

Do your best and keep the best thing coming along. Do the best and relax on there. I think having the best thing you could have is going to do the best. Tell the truth.

Is that what you're in here fore? Don't be afraid of telling the truth. The person who took your stripes is a loser. I don't think they took it, but asked when are you coming back. When you learn more, you do the best you can do. When you give your best you're alright then. Give people their right of way. The Bible says to give people what they want. Don't ask them to be any different. When people help you, they are helping themselves. Is it not wrong to help yourself instead of help another? Are you working for vanity? I love Brenda. I love my Dad. I love my mother. I wish I didn't make so many mistakes. I think having a few pictures animated over and putting it out is the best decision. Here, let me break it down for you.

When you start, draw all the cells. Scan the cells into record. Then, from the record, SVG the cells. Then, add a background to all the animations afterward. You don't have have a background. You may just have a colour. When you enjoy your color, then just keep drawing.

Tripping is not going to make the old days new. They are gone, not to return again. Still, you can love them regardless. I love Brenda regardless. I love my mother regardless. I love my father regardless.

Lord can I overcome my fear? I don't want to be scared any longer. Earth is not scary.

Earth is busy. Think that's the difference. A difference is joyous to behold. However, how can a man be different and love her at the same time?

Home depot, I remember arguing in the lot with Brenda. I didn't know I was going to argue with her then. Perhaps another man is what happened. Oh well. I don't know what to do about another man.

It's not that I can't do anything, it's just I don't know what to do about it. What if I just go crazy? Is that the solution? No. Lord, You ARe The Solution.