So 

put up with the stress of not having to have. 

When you start getting to workin, what to do, then you'll win. 

Lady. 

Lady is not a tramp. At all. I think the most important thing is to realize diligence works. If you see someone working, then you'll get to work too. It's that simple. There's a movie where it shows young brothers getting to work. 

You know getting to work is better than nothing. Give yourself a chance to do that which is correct. 

I think seeing the big picture makes you realize. I know you love me. I tell myself. 

I realize I am a fool. I am a foolish man for putting God second. The Lord Is First. 

Own up, fess up to your mistakes. The sooner you get yourself together in this regard, the better off you'll be. I'm tired of 3% and turning on. Get to a good percent and turn on. 

When your phone is at a low percent, what do you do? Do you wait for it to go out? Or do you do something about it? 

You try to use the phone all the way down to 1%. Then you say, I need to charge this. Why did you wait so long? Later on down the road, it's only going to get harder. 

You'll get older. You'll get colder. Can't run as fast as you used to. Train all day and get stanps instead of steps. Your days are spent responding to threats. 

I don't see a reason to care if I'm threatened. Who ever said, tell me to do it, so I can get it done? Where is the man who says "ask me" and I'll do it? 

He's on credit. He has a business. He is not disturbed. The man who says, "give me or else" is always troubled. He has a reason to be ill. He has caused his own problems. 

Be the man who puts the fire out. I don't want to be the man starting the fire. Telling the world, fear me. If only you knew what was on the other side. You'd get up early every morning. You'd praise The Lord. You'd read your bible. You'd tell the truth about yourself. You'd ask for help when you need it. You'd get to work without being told. 

You need to be told every once in a while. It's like "You're doing a good job. But I need you to touch up on a few things." You will hear it. That you are doing well. 

Don't ask your brother to help you. Ask The Lord To Help your brother. The Lord Will Remember who asked it. He May Then Bless them. 

You always want to be on the right side of the law. Don't ask for people to do for you too much. A little here and there is fine. But don't ask for people to save you. The Lord Is our Saviour. 

I used to be like that. I used to ask for people to care about me in ways I couldn't imagine. 

I used to want people to help me and do right by me. I used to want sports games. No, I didn't want sports games. I lied. I apologize for lying. 

But I still played them a little. I could never get into them. 

Working online is a peaceful path. It takes the same amount of diligence, but it is not the same as labor jobs. You have to work really hard to get a little. But the trade off is, you don't have to go anywhere. You can stay right here, and make all the earnings you need. Earn a grip at the hip...naw, not like that. 

I cooked rice in the microwave good now. Leave it in there for 20 minutes. Then fluff the rice. The rice will come out perfect every time. 

Fill the water about an inch above the rice. 

I promised Brenda I wouldn't act a fool when she moved on. But I acted a fool when she moved on. I didn't wan't to see her with another man. I want to see her mine. I choked her. Yes I did. More than once. But I love her. I choked her out of love. 

I don't know why I did that, but I did. I love her and want her to greasyrat with me. We are greasyrat together. That's fine, to me. I can handle that, am not bothered by that. The Holy Spirit Is Finer Than any thought. Yet, more stronger than a planet. Or several galaxies put together. What a Mighty God we serve. 

Lord, You Are The Ultimate Highest. I hope my uncle is doing ok. I hope he's alright. I'd like to help people make good decisions. I gotta go now then.